To that anonymous..
I’m not tumblr famous so I don’t get too much questions in here.
When I get the first one in like 5 months is this:
I was checking out ur blog and u REALLY think u’re pretty?!! FOR REAL??!!! Stop posting pictures of urself! Damn my eyes r burning u stupid bitch! Idk how can u be alive DIE YOU FUCKING BITCH
Can you imagine how bad I felt when I read this? Can you imagine that?! I guess you don’t ‘cause if you have the balls to say that to a person you don’t know then you don’t even know how pain feels.
I’m 16 and I’m recovering from depression, yes I am. I went to my last session with my psychologist 2 months ago and I THOUGHT I was ok, yes I THOUGHT I was but now, now I know I’m not. You knew, ‘anonymous’, that I tried to kill myself more than 4 times? No you DON’T! Do you really know how I feel right now? Do you know how bad is my self-esteem? DO YOU KNOW WHAT I’M GOING TO DO RIGHT NOW?! I’m trying to stop this little voice in my head telling me to NOT EAT ‘cause yes! I think I’m getting an eating disorder. Did you know that? Did you? I need to stop those voices in my head telling me to kill myself ‘cause I’m not worth it. I don’t even know if my family, my friends and my boyfriend love me for real! Can you imagine that!? Doubt on everything! I guess you don’t and I hope you’re happy with the result. Now I would have to go to the psychologist again. I can’t even think of how much time. Thanks, thanks for making me feel AGAIN like a piece of shit, like I’m nothing like I’M NOT WORTH TO LIVE!
Just..
Bye.
Laura Acosta
